And today I feel good! Not only because I bought awesome and super cheap shoes, also because I had healthy food today! Cereals, salad and some noodles and salaaaad again! For sweets I had a chewing gum and chewing candy. yup. Ha. I am sooo good!
From tomorrow I am allowed to begin softly with sports again! I really need some movements! Even more if I think about the talks to Mr. Scale. He is so horrible! I guess because of my medicine and low movement I gained. This is sooo freaky! But I keep fighting *muahaa
I keep going eating good for breakfast, lunch I eat normal and take care to stop when I am full. and dinner as I said salad 🙂 for sweet things *hmmmm what to do a bout that? I eat them *hehehe but not to much – BUT I need MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE!!! It is not enough. Beeing chocoholic is hard. really hard. Why I am sooooooo addicted?
But anyway it is kinda good that I preferred shoes than chocolate…just imagine I would have bought tons of chocolate *haha just imagine me with a big bag full of CHOCOLATE. this would be the time to go crazy! XD
What’s new? I am going crazy! Lately I need to write my papers by heart and I am dying for chocolate! Seriously I can write just with chocolate and sugar. Since I am not allowed to eat, I am producing just f*** bad stuff and I am not productive as I should be…Do you got any hints for me what to do?
I got a serious problem!
Besides that, I guess everybody know the problem feeling of liking someone…bad in times of a lack of chocolate if this feeling is connected to bad ones…I need ice cream and chocolate and cookies and all gooood stuff!!! Not eating it even drives my mood worse. I need help @.@ What to do?
I dont even have funny stories to share despite I am just sneaking around the box of cookies in the kitchen while trying to write something what at least sounds ok…
I am having a crisis. I am open for everything to share from you! Thank you 🙂
We sit at work, of course working. Suddenly-good smell. sweet smell. it becomes more and more intense. first vanilla, then like popcorn, then like sweet milk, after that like pudding then cinnamon…omg it was not only me in the office trying to figure out what it was. nobody knew…but EVERYBODY wanted to HAVE it!!!! All my collegues – including me – had been suffering to hell. Everybody wanted to have it!
Some time later we found out: it was Pudding with cinnamon and bananas! who had been the evil in person to heat it in the kitchen and leaving without sharing??? must have been the even more mean devil grand father…but luckily it was not only me wishing to have an audience and get something from him 😀
As I told you, I wanted to buy some sweets today – luckily no money *haha (<– laughing at myself)
Today I also made sports unwillingly: I bought some stuff. Went up stairs to my apartment. then I heard *pam pam pam pam pam pam* in a good timed rythm. damn it. it had been a cane rolling or better falling or drumming down the stairs ALL WAY BACK DOWN TO THE FLOOR…stair by stair by stair. Of course I needed to get it or just leave it for my neighbours – but this would be last option I guess *sigh So I needed to get it and just tried to think positive “You will train your butt”. So whenever I need to take a long walk of stairs, this is actually the thinking that keeps me motivated – a nice ass. I hope next time my stuff won’t start to fly around because I should train my arms or something like that…Any other ideas?
Today was, despite the things mentioned, a success, so I am really curious what’s up for tomorrow!
Guys guys guys, OMG there we go: there is a whole cup of chocolate pieces N.E.X.T. T.O. M.E.
just by reading the name and kinds of chocolate I even can taste it! I wana haaaave! And I cant put away since I am together with friends working in our office of our students organization. Now my friend is offering me even more he has at home @.@ it’s a torture. C’mon I am not made of steal, I am a creepy week little little girl, who cant hold herself back for chocolate…
I will stay strong, even if the others are going to order pizza, I will order salad with some chicken I guess. At least to eat something REAL and not so flattering green stuff *haha I need something goooood to eat! *help please*
Anyway I am feeling the lack of chocolate these days.I can become stressed more easily, or even become upset. So pleae dont blame me…its the lack of chocolate.
there is a black hole in my stomache aching for CHOCOLATE.
I am wondering why I didnt dreamed of chocolate so far…
Let’s hope it wont start, otherwise I am really going crazy. 40 days to go.